It is that time of year again...
It is only Tuesday and already it is a stressful week. Tomorrow I find out if I get an interview with Teach for America. I am so nervous. At first, I wasn't sure if I really wanted to do it, but now that I have thought about it, talked to people, and found someone to live with in NYC, I really, really want to get it. I can go online and check my application status anytime after 8pm tomorrow night. Ahh!
So, I started my week out on the wrong foot. Sunday night/Monday morning I had the worst stress dreams. I dreamt that I didn't get an interview for Teach for America but everyone else I knew did, even those who didn't apply. I also dreamt that I was being fired from RA because I didn't do any programs for the whole semester. And finally, to round it out, I dreamt that it was the last week of the semester and I hadn't even started writing my thesis and the first chapter was due to my readers. Of course, I have done almost all my programming for the semester and I have 10 pages of my first chapter written, but the dreams still freaked me out. Oh, and I also dreamt that I ran into the guy I like (hehe) and he totally blew me off. So, yeah, it was a great night.
When I woke up yesterday morning after all the crazy, scary dreams, I realized I had slept through not one but TWO meetings. Great. Both people understood, but I hate feeling like a flake. Oh well. It happens.
Anyway, tomorrow is going to be a rough day. I will be glued to my phone and e-mail, waiting to hear something, anything. I really want to get TFA and move to NYC and live with Catie! But, if it's not meant to be, at least I have other options to fall back on... sort of.
I apologize that my posts are so lame and boring. If I could share some of the juicier stuff with you all, I would, but I can't. Therefore, this is a boring blog, but it is cathartic for me to share my tedious day to day occurances. I hope everyone is having a less hectic week than I am!
Later gators,
Jess
So, I started my week out on the wrong foot. Sunday night/Monday morning I had the worst stress dreams. I dreamt that I didn't get an interview for Teach for America but everyone else I knew did, even those who didn't apply. I also dreamt that I was being fired from RA because I didn't do any programs for the whole semester. And finally, to round it out, I dreamt that it was the last week of the semester and I hadn't even started writing my thesis and the first chapter was due to my readers. Of course, I have done almost all my programming for the semester and I have 10 pages of my first chapter written, but the dreams still freaked me out. Oh, and I also dreamt that I ran into the guy I like (hehe) and he totally blew me off. So, yeah, it was a great night.
When I woke up yesterday morning after all the crazy, scary dreams, I realized I had slept through not one but TWO meetings. Great. Both people understood, but I hate feeling like a flake. Oh well. It happens.
Anyway, tomorrow is going to be a rough day. I will be glued to my phone and e-mail, waiting to hear something, anything. I really want to get TFA and move to NYC and live with Catie! But, if it's not meant to be, at least I have other options to fall back on... sort of.
I apologize that my posts are so lame and boring. If I could share some of the juicier stuff with you all, I would, but I can't. Therefore, this is a boring blog, but it is cathartic for me to share my tedious day to day occurances. I hope everyone is having a less hectic week than I am!
Later gators,
Jess
posted by Jess @ 2:12 PM
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